WoW!

So I have been trying to write for a long time now, but just couldn't find time. Not that I've been busy as such. Just that I've been occupied with WoW!

Yeah I mean, I finally discovered WoW! I really wonder why I hadn't all these years. It's made for people like me I guess. But then maybe I didn't have that much money to spend all those years. Maybe I could have last year. Yeah.

WoW is a pretty good time waster. It just takes up all my time. And I am just upgrading to Wotlk, so that's why I am not playing right now. Whatever. So this is who I am really, a geek, nerd. Whatever.

Damn! I am in recline these days. I don't even see the mirror that much anymore. Don't remember my face either.

Still no sign of making it back to TCS. I feel like quitting my job every Monday. This one is where I should do it. With no job lined up, its probably a really ridiculous thing to do. But then I just wanna be ridiculous these days. I might not get back to TCS after all. I might regret all my actions over the last year. I might just break down. I think I saw black light between my eyes just now. I am having black outs?

I am screwed up royally I guess.

Quit, don't quit? Noodles, don't noodles?

TOL : What's with Kung Fu Panda anyhow! I so love that movie. It's got undeniable wisdom...

People around me won't understand me quitting. It might be a headache to find a new job. I don't want a job that required me to wear a tie. I qualify for mostly those jobs.

Why can't you be flexible like the rest of them? I dunno! I am just not elastic, and I might break trying to be so.

Are you willing to start over from the starting line, and watch people who you started with earlier, so far ahead in the race? It's a race if you think it is, and then for me it could just be a walk in the woods, enjoying the beauty of it all. It sounds so wonderful, but its going to pain you so much, to see people who deserve less than you, get much more than you.

I don't know what I deserve any more....

For now, I just hope that this download finishes today. And I get back to playing WoW tomorrow. We'll worry about the impending doom on monday later.

To Isengard, To Isengard, To Isengard
Though Isengard be ringed and barred with doors of stone....