Monday, April 26, 2010

So you think you can tell?

One often meets his destiny on the road he takes to avoid it... Master Oogway said.

It's one of those pathetic nights when I am in tears again. I shouldn't be crying for a 26 year old. I am just lost. That's all. It's not always my fault you know. I have been dissuaded from taking risks all my life. And when I finally take a few, they don't go right. Great!!!

Coming back here was such a mistake too. Damn you!

This dysfunctional family isn't all my fault you know. Please spare me this torture. I hate them all. I hate all of them. I hate everyone in this world now. I wanna leave this place once more. Why did you bargain for something less than your dreams. Now you are this worn out looser. Look at you. I just couldn't make anyone smile.

I've had more miserable times than today. Just leave me alone. You just won't get me. Ever.

Why did my laptop have to fry??? Why? Why?

Its not all my fault you know. Stop killing me....

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

So where were you all those years?????

I don't know.... Shit....

Zap...

And this is where I find you? No actually. I've met you along the way several times sometimes. Days like today obviously. Then you kinda forget me, and then we meet again.

I kinda feel sorry for you. I didn't realize. It's not really painful being Sudeep, cos he really doesn't feel much most of the times.

(Am I 30? Don't know why I feel 30 these days!)

How was your party when you passed out 12th? Ummmm.....

How was your graduation day? Do you have any pictures of that? Ummmm......

How did you feel when you became a CA? Ummmm......

How did you feel when you first told someone you love her? Ummmm......

How do you feel when you see your parents beaming proudly at you? Ummmmm......

How do you feel about having friends who care for you and are happy for you? Ummmm......


die!Die!DIE!

The dice rolled and it wasn't six. I didn't want six. I don't have six. I can't have six. Why do you yearn for six? But don't give me zero at least.


Lost a planet Master Obi-Wan has.... How Embarrasing!